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Meh...

Wed Oct 24, 2007, 11:26 PM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Crawling in My Skin by Linkin Park
  • Reading: The Raven by Edgar Allen Poe
  • Watching: My life fade away
  • Drinking: Bourbon
I don't even know why I get out of bed in the morning. Sure the sun is shining but there's only darkness in my life. I stare into the black pit of my soul and realize that the world is just a cold and cruel place. I had friends once but just like everyone else in my life they only used me and betrayed me. Now I'm beginning to think I'm only betraying myself by believing that there are actually good people in this world. Why am I such a fool? Such a hopeless fool. I cannot escape this hell that is my life so I might as well just live, just exist. Exist in darkness...

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  • Current Residence: Boulevard of Broken Dreams
  • Interests: writing poems, reading, trying to survive
  • Favourite movie: Grave For The Fireflies
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park, AFI, My Chemical Romance
  • Favourite genre of music: Emo, Punk, and Blues
  • Favourite artist: Vincent Van Gogh
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe and Chuck Palahnuik
  • Wallpaper of choice: black
  • Personal Quote: Everyone and everything will betray you in the end
  • Tools of the Trade: pencils, paper, and razor blades

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LINKIN PARK FOREVER!!!!
hey there nice icon

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The Darkness Is Always Led By A Lady Thus More Destruction And Chaos Can Continue
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real


There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming/confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling/I can't seem


To find myself again
My walls are closing in
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting/reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It`s haunting how I can't seem...

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
Consuming, confusing what is real
Controlling, confusing what is real.

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IT'S EVIL, IT'S DIABOLICAL, IT'S LEMON SCENTED.

R.I.P *Flakyfan1994 3/18/94 - tomorrow
YOU'RE A STUPID GIRL
GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT

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There are people who believe that humans and dinosaurs co-existed. And what this is, plain and simple, is a psychotic reaction. I can’t be nice about this, because these people are watching The Flintstones as if it were a documentary.
– Lewis Black
I'M NOT A GIRL
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP

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IT'S EVIL, IT'S DIABOLICAL, IT'S LEMON SCENTED.

R.I.P *Flakyfan1994 3/18/94 - tomorrow
reference fail

--
There are people who believe that humans and dinosaurs co-existed. And what this is, plain and simple, is a psychotic reaction. I can’t be nice about this, because these people are watching The Flintstones as if it were a documentary.
– Lewis Black
It's easier to run, replacing this pain with something numb

It's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone.

:iconohjoyplz:

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~Mira
There are 10 types of people in this world- those who can count in binary digits and those who can't.

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